Peak Experiences – Second Sunday of Lent 2020
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This Second Sunday in Lent includes Matthew’s version of the story of the Transfiguration. The Transfiguration holds a significant spiritual lesson for us. We are tempted to hold on to mountaintop experiences, but, like the companions of Jesus in the Gospel, we have to descend from the mountain and return to our ordinary lives.
Think of a literal mountaintop experience. When we stand on the top of a mountain or large hill, we pause and look back at the physical journey we’ve traveled and look ahead to the return to the ground with the energy and exhilaration of the peak experience.
The spiritual journey isn’t so different. I have been privileged to both experience that and to witness it in the countless others I have taken through retreats.
Peter, John and James have a privileged moment with Jesus. They are witnesses to the Transfiguration and to the dialogue Jesus has with Moses and Elijah. While Jesus was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became dazzling white. The disciples knew that something significant took place on the mountaintop.
Peter spoke for them. It is good for us to be here; let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah. How wonderful it would be to stay here in this beautiful moment! However, Jesus has work to accomplish. He was speaking with Moses and Elijah about his movement toward Jerusalem. His encounter on the mountaintop deepens his energy and zeal for the mission.
Our mountaintop experiences may look and feel different than the Transfiguration of Jesus. But that is not to deny their significance. Have you ever had a profound spiritual experience? Have you had a deep sense of God’s presence? Have you been in a difficult situation in life when you have an unexplained moment of peace where you realize God’s reminder to you, Don’t worry! Fear not! I’ll be with you.
Peak experiences don’t have to be profound moments of prayer. They don’t even have to be confined to religious experiences. It’s just a felt sense that all is right with my world and that God hasn’t abandoned me. These moments don’t come along every day and they may not last more than a few minutes.
The grace of those transformative moments has the potential to give us power when we most need it. They lift us out of self-pity or complacency. We cannot stay on the mountaintop, but we can carry within us that memory of the mountaintop.
One of the suggestions that St. Ignatius offers for dealing with consolation in our lives is to prepare ourselves for the ensuing desolation: “Store up a supply of strength as defense against that day.”
We emerge from that moment of peace with the same issues as before. My physical situation hasn’t changed. My financial struggles are still there. I still struggle to relate to problematic people. I haven’t conquered my sinfulness. But, even if just for a moment, I’ve found peace.
As we deepen our Lenten journey, let us be as open as we can be to the reception of God’s grace and the transformative moments that can sneak into our ordinary lives.